To eternity

同事Tim哥哥/叔叔說看不明白我的entry
所以今天誓死要寫過他會看得過眼的

昨天去上堂
港台和pccw的人續約, 繼續供給我們器材人員
但booking變得更嚴謹
什麼也要有依有據
(嘿, 反正見親朋友, 你們都說港台在花納稅人的錢
天呀, 點解要我承受這些, 我只是個Researcher
路過jei, 俾條生路行下)
我未做過其他電視台
不知道它們用否事前要填十萬個欄
事後又要填Appraisal
又要簽名行動咁找幾個人簽名
工作人員即時簽不到
大家就又scan又print咁用「高明」方法把form傳來傳去

我上完堂
同那兩個一直在睡覺吹水或接電話的同事說
這個form足以令人放棄這個機構

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Take away the blanket
Take away the indicator
Take away the breathing machine
When it is the last, we need to see her better

Remove the mask
Remove the crying son
Remove the miserable words
When it is the end, she needs to look decent

Forget the doctor
Forget the pain
Forget the bruise on her face
When it is not here, God knows where she is going

No more redness filling her cheeks
No more smile widening her chin
No more familiarity on this bed
When all are gone, I realize the most cheerful she had been